deadmanshand

Hi eveyrbody!!


Hi Dr Nick.....or Dr steve....

So another monday off, which would be nice if i hadnt worked thelast 2 fucking weekends!! grr!! I do have another Interview to be a ....ahem....Senior Branch Business Manager...sounds fancy dont it?
I am a bit nervous as i dont know that much about business banking, and I have to do a short presentation and a role play!! but will research as muich as i can, i.e. pretend i am opening a business account and get someone to tell me all the stuff they offer!!

have also applied for another team leader job, which i am not sure i want to do, but would like to be offered, and to tell them to bolloxs!!!but thats only if i am lucky enough to get another job elsewhere as well!!

Spoke to someone in project managment, as its somehthing i like the idea of doing, i get bored easily, so doing a project for a few years, then something else, and feeling like you have created something would be awesome! But they recommended getting a Master Degree in Construction or Project Managment, as it sthe only way into it, but most companies have starting post grad positions at any where from 30-50k!! i may make caroline do it so i can retire!!

However...what does lil old me really want to do for a living, take pictures of naked ladies!! Would love to get into erotic/porn photography, softcore, hardcore, cute, deviant, anything, just naked ladies in weird situations!!

So any willing models, prepared to drop trou...lol, but seriously its the only career idea I come back to all the time, and i am not completely talentless as a photographer, and I just need to practce, or do a course in photo shop, and photography, like lighting and positioning and what not, would love to know what all the random buttons on my big camera actually do, i still dont quite know how to get the flash to work!!

If anyone wants to step in front of my camera, please come see me!! you dont have to be naked either!! Because I will be naked enough for everyone!!

Agh....have to get a fucking haircut for this interview, undecided over beard or no beard, wihtout beard looks clean cut and smart, with beard ( I am reliably told) looks better and sexier!! and book if for tattoo to be finsihed, hopefully on 14th April!! and have to go to the bank!! all this is taking up valuable WOW and XBOX 360 time on my day off!!

anyway, i have rambled enough ...

Just a shout out, to one very special girl,i love you forever, you dont suck, your perfect, you just need to know you are and you'll be fine, i wish i could give you just half my arrogance so you could realise just how awesome you are, and just how awesome you make me!!