la...feel the need to update, but not quite sure what to say...
cant be bothered to go to work tomorrow, which worryingly is becomeing more and more of a chore to get up and get ready for, really cannot be bothered with the place, but if i dont put in a good motivated performance i will be overlooked for any kind of promotions!! bastards!!
Need to figure out what i should try to do in my life, i could stay in banking, try and find something better to do in it, reasonably well paid, and safe, but boring, and really not fulfilling, yet all i want is more cash and an easier life, not having to worry about debt all the time would be lovely, and having something secure enough to buy a house, which again is safe and steady, if not very exciting....
or, should i try and do something exciting, but io dont know what, want to be cool, too old to learn to skateboard..at least to a professional level, same for BMX, could try and become a minor rocjk star, but i am really out of practice and havent played my drums for ages, the donwfalls of a 1 bedroom flat...would love to do something creative with photography, but i seem to be very bad, and lack imagination, not sure, could take some courses and see what happens, but still...always tough call...
have seen some courses in forensics that look interesting, but not sure if they are recognised enough to get a job doing forensics or something, oddly wouldnt mind being a crime scene photographer....hmmm....choices choices, and i will mostly likely end up working for a bank forever!! damn it all!!
also have 50 of cash i got for christmas that i have yet to spend, anything i want is too expensive, a Wii, a tattoo, an IPOD video....could get clothes, but dont get much nice stuff for 50 these days...may buy a skateboard (see prev paragraph...lol), or could just spend it on cheap booze and drugs....look what i got mum...wasted!!
anyway, i have moaned and rambled more than enough, off to try and figure suff oout, or you know, watch TV and go to sleep and somehow get up for work again tomorrow morning!!
until then, everyone look out for Barrio 19, MTV2 saturday nights at 10pm,full of cool stuff like this
cant be bothered to go to work tomorrow, which worryingly is becomeing more and more of a chore to get up and get ready for, really cannot be bothered with the place, but if i dont put in a good motivated performance i will be overlooked for any kind of promotions!! bastards!!
Need to figure out what i should try to do in my life, i could stay in banking, try and find something better to do in it, reasonably well paid, and safe, but boring, and really not fulfilling, yet all i want is more cash and an easier life, not having to worry about debt all the time would be lovely, and having something secure enough to buy a house, which again is safe and steady, if not very exciting....
or, should i try and do something exciting, but io dont know what, want to be cool, too old to learn to skateboard..at least to a professional level, same for BMX, could try and become a minor rocjk star, but i am really out of practice and havent played my drums for ages, the donwfalls of a 1 bedroom flat...would love to do something creative with photography, but i seem to be very bad, and lack imagination, not sure, could take some courses and see what happens, but still...always tough call...
have seen some courses in forensics that look interesting, but not sure if they are recognised enough to get a job doing forensics or something, oddly wouldnt mind being a crime scene photographer....hmmm....choices choices, and i will mostly likely end up working for a bank forever!! damn it all!!
also have 50 of cash i got for christmas that i have yet to spend, anything i want is too expensive, a Wii, a tattoo, an IPOD video....could get clothes, but dont get much nice stuff for 50 these days...may buy a skateboard (see prev paragraph...lol), or could just spend it on cheap booze and drugs....look what i got mum...wasted!!
anyway, i have moaned and rambled more than enough, off to try and figure suff oout, or you know, watch TV and go to sleep and somehow get up for work again tomorrow morning!!
until then, everyone look out for Barrio 19, MTV2 saturday nights at 10pm,full of cool stuff like this
Take a look at the Association of Photographers website for info. on taking snaps as a career.
And you can get a tattoo for 50 - just not a big one!