deadish

Since Thursday I have come out of this bitter, strung out thing I've been in and feel heaps more laid back about things. Unfortunately I now have a big mistake hanging over me and it will be there for a long time. Stupid responsibility crap. I even knew what I was doing at the time but was trying to do things so fast I didn't stop to think how it would turn out. Now, even after apologies have been made it's no better cos I just have nothing to justify it with.
I don't think I was wrong to let my feelings interfere with the business I just wish I'd taken my time over things and thought of more solutions to the problem at the time. Now I feel embarrased and regretful and I guess that is the payment I have to make. I feel less wretched but more insecure.

I have to do the orders for the store over the next few days. can you think of an album/artist or film I should definately buy in?