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Thursday Nov 20, 2003

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hmph, I think my recent stroke of good luck is over. Besides being shit at my job, 2 of the 3 people I offered jobs to have said they wanna work for me but either after xmas or after they have served a full months notice in their current job (despite the fact they have moaned about said job all year), with my store suposedly opening in the next 3 weeks this isn't much good to me frown and I have to pay the whole amount for my tills before I start trading putting me quite severly over budget.
Paddy is keeping me waiting for the rent yet again and I have to tell him soon that we have to move out of the house. I think we may end up falling out - what I want to say here is that I dont care because he's been such a shitty housemate, but thats not true.
I'm getting kinda worried that I'm turning in to a person I don't like, so trying to rein it in now, I have to stop bitching about stuff..apart from on here, that's ok confused bleh
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asha:
dont worry about it babe. people have to realise you have a business to run (or will very soon)...and things are gonna be pretty stressful for you, especially if you're handling it all on your own.

i've been lucky in the fact that my salon is a partnership....i don't think i could have done it alone - but now it's been open a month and things are settling down i'm starting to feel really happy with how things are turning out.

the initial stress is over and we're looking into expanding the upstairs into a clothing shop too! just stick with it and everything will turn out ok...don't take shit from anyone!!
Nov 23, 2003
mindless:
I think if my 14 year old self saw me now he would instantly have grey hair and crows feet around his eyes. I am a battle weary dude. Life never goes where you want it to babe, you just have to roll with the punches and try to steer it in the right direction. You may end up bruised and broken, but you should still get there. Do you ever feel like you aren't sure what you're doing? Like maybe you'll never find out what you're supposed to do? I dunno......but hey, you have a direction right now, what with the record shop and all. I really hope you do well, and make some tshirts with the store name and send me one. What's the name anyway?
Nov 23, 2003

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