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deadish

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Tuesday Oct 07, 2003

Oct 7, 2003
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I still cant sleep, Insomnia is back in full force. Last time I had this I realised I was depressed, bored and Lonely in Plymouth. Katrina asked me if I thought it was cos of anything like that this time and I said no but later realised I was wrong and promptly started crying...how lame. frown frown I know it wont stay like this forever things will change whether it's cos I have made them or simply because everything does pass but fuck I am so down.
Someone started a topic on here once about how there were like 2 paths in life - you could either be alone and pioneering or static and have friends and I cant help thinking I picked the wrong path. I have been pining for people I have felt close to even the ones that were bad for me, Im a fool for being so hostile sometimes cos now it hurts like a bitch. blackeyed skull blackeyed frown
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nogodsnomanagers:
hee, i was planning to say chin up but that damn boy beat me to it, so i'll say, er...
forehead horizontal
but don't do it for too long else your neck will get quite sore

lovely lady things will get better, and pioneering will offer you so much more than being static and "comfortable" in the long run

here's to the pioneers
kiss kiss kiss
xx ngnm xx
Oct 8, 2003
preppylegend:
Hey chin up hun, if i lived closer i would be your friend. We could go bowling , hillwalking, orienteering and other fun stuff like that.

I guess i move around to much to have loads of friends in the one spot , but i have a good national spread of quality friends , which is nice.

I also am to into my career to settle down anywhere , but like you i cant help but think that that is maybe more important that success , and i could wake up some morning and find somthing is missing and its too late to get it back.

smile
Oct 9, 2003

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