deadish

I have just come back from saying goodbye to John at the station feel such a deep sense of loss whenever i know i won't see him for a while and it makes it even worse when he talks about London and how he's not really enjoying it that much but we both know he's got to stay there now just for the challenge
Still we've had a wicked weekend. Got very drunk on saturday with all the people i love from work, even anthony took a night off from his new baby, he's grown a big grufty beard while on his paternaty leave which will make our evil boss a little crazy...heh heh...Keep meaning never to drink again..this time because i'm all bruised from falling off the sofa and because i did things with Bryn i perhaps shouldn't..hmm
Spent Sunday crashed out, smoking and watching Spaced with John, goddamnit why doesn't he live here anymore?! Paddy moved in yesterday as well, living with him will be soo much fun and he's gonna mow the lawn! so even tho i'm feeling pretty sad at the moment and work has really got me down recently everything is still pretty good and more cool things keep happening than bad so yay for stuffnthings right now...but come back John

p.s sorry mr.stranded i'm kinda crap at keeping up with journal entries