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Went to rocky.. yay for vinyl night.. always a good time strapping on your shiny clothes for "vinyl sweat and tears" night.. I was going to actually go for the whole bondage thing.. but then I didn't have money and all of a sudden it was the end of the month.. so no costume for me... just my dress and boots.. meh.
Today borders e-mailed...
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deadgirl66:
*smiles* I actually thought about taking pictures before we left.. but we were running terribly late (typical for me) and i had to find the place that they didn't happen.. but I do have this..
Rocky Pic
As for sleeping alone.. I usually prefer it.. but sometimes I feel so unsafe that I wish I had someone there to "protect" me.. *shrugs* Every now and again.. I lose it. kiss
hepcat777:
A year after the divorce I still sleep on "my side" of the bed. But now *I* get all the covers.

I don't miss the dragon breath
of morning
or the other foul winds
escaping in the night.
I don't miss being kicked
and ribbed.
I don't miss the alarm clock
going off at an hour
I didn't set it for.

But...

I miss the warmth
of a naked body,
heaving and purring
in the night.
I miss waking up
slightly sweaty
from spooning.
I miss waking up
to morning sex.

I could use a night
of remembrance.
I would like to feel
all the good things
again.
Show me what it's like
to feel again.
Show me.

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everything hurts.. I don't want to go to work tomorrow.. frown
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deadgirl66:
I had gone and pulled a muscle in my back.. it was not good times.. But today is better.. ARRR!!!
jekyllandhyde:
Hah... I've had days like that. Though for me, it's usually class I find reasons to avoid rather than work....
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i got bored.. there are pics now..
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jekyllandhyde:
Finally got it cut. I don't look like a shaggy hippie now.
leprechaunman:
I can feel you on the boredom, I just movd to Northglen/Thornton area from Oregon to go to school....half the time i am sitting around twiddling my thumbs waiting for the term to start :/
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places where i like to hide
rooms that i built in my mind
have trapped me from my dreams at night

tears that drip from my eyes
help soak this silky disguise
pull back my mask and watch me die

sleep walking away
sleep walking away
take my hand, follow me
a killer lurks inside

tossing and turning i fight
my stomache can't hold whats...
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jekyllandhyde:
Sounds like something you'd find in The Sandman comics by Neil Gaiman. Kind of haunting, in that cool way.
deadgirl66:
They are tweaker lyrics. Tweaker is one of the old drummers for NIN.. I was in an odd mood earlier today.. the moslty asleep kind of mood... whatever
I love the Sandman comics..
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I hate disappointment.. frown
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ongoingnightmare:
40oz Remedies
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deadgirl66:
Good song!
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Saw the corpse bride tonight.. I LOVE it. I really am such a little goth thing it's sad.
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ongoingnightmare:
you would have to listin to the hole song biggrin
the songs called "black #1"
I love that song
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[Edited on Sep 24, 2005 4:46PM]
deadgirl66:
lol... I know the song smile I love that album..
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I can't fucking wait for this weekend.. it will be the first weekend in forever that I am not chained to some plans.. no weddings, no parties.. I will probably end up bored out of my mind.. but at least I won't be bitching that I sacraficed my Saturday to someone else. I do have some family reunion picnic thing with my step family. It...
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ongoingnightmare:
I feel the same way on sundays, Ill probly go see thats Tim burton movie Corpse Bride on sunday, I wounder if it is like the nightmare before chrismas, and will it have alot of singing too.

Im way too young for kids, my older sister, and older brother both have kids, they where both under 21, look at them now their broke.
im 23 and going strong with none and i have some money in my pocketsmile

I hate those neighbors that have nothing better to do but to watch you from their window. and if your a kid that looses your football in their yard they take it.
mad
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sometimes i think no one is ever listening.. the more i talk the more my words are drowned out.. and i fear if i ever really needed to talk that there would be no one to hear me. i love my neurotic days.. *sighs*

I have worked out every small detail
In this plan I've made.
This thing which cannot fail.
I dare myself to...
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hepcat777:
okay, so now i feel completely lame when *i* write poetry.... thanks a lot.... j/k
deadgirl66:
*smiles* I wish I had wrote it.. they are acutally song lyrics by Rasputina.. smile Feel a little better?
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hello Mr Zebra
can I have your sweater
cause its cold cold cold
in my hole hole hole
Ratatouille Strychnine
sometimes shes a friend of mine
with a gigantic whirlpool
that will blow your mind
hello Mr Zebra
ran into some confusion with a Mrs Crocodile
furry musselsmarchinfg on
she thinks shes Kaiser Wilhelm
or a civillised syllabub
to blow your mind
figure it out...
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deadgirl66:
I love random in village inn.. it makes me smile.
jekyllandhyde:
Hah, I totally understand the whole editing thing. And yes, I must admit, Tori Amos is something of a musical guilty pleasure of mine....
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Another saturday.. another wedding.. when will these people stop getting hitched?!

Off to shower..
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jekyllandhyde:
Oh yeah... when I get really angry, my vindictiveness comes out big-time, and everything seems like fair game. That's why I'm wondering if the hurt part is better. I mean, maybe being angry makes me feel a little better at the moment, but down the line I'll only feel worse for all the shit I did/said when I was on my rampage.

Emotions are fun, aren't they?
jekyllandhyde:
Oh, those wacky emo kids; gotta' love 'em. ...Well, no, not really.
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All I can say is that the Velvet Underground is great
And I'm sitting watching Puddles gather rain
And All I can do is just pour some tea for two
and maybe even speak my point of view
But it's not sane, no
It's not sane

I just want some one to say to me, baby, oh,ho,ho,ho
I'll always be there when you wake
know...
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ongoingnightmare:
*dances around in a bee costume*

[Edited on Sep 15, 2005 1:29PM]
deadgirl66:
*grabs her pepsi costume* confused