deadfishies

Changing my address today, doing some chores, running some errands...forgetting.
Letting the pain take its course, and allowing myself to feel.
Have you ever felt so numb, and so completely out of it, you had no idea who you were, or what you were doing? Have you ever felt so much pain, you couldn't eat, and couldn't sleep? Have you ever had to put something behind you that was so hard, because you loved that person/thing so very much?
All this is so hard to get over, but I have my family and my friends, and my cool new camera to help distract me.

I talked to a cute girl last night...