deaddarkstar

all rock hard with no one to do.....

A great sunday, an OK weekend overall...

The Omen was better than I thought it would be, fuck off I liked it, and I get new inkings today melinko you are definaltely my movie buddy...we have fun

...i have no idea what's going on right now...i think i'm just not going to care anymore

Generosity Is it possible to rid oneself of materialistic tendencies, selfishness and a desire to want to be kind to others and give to those who lack? Volunteering your time and talents to those who need them is also a way of cultivating generosity. Share teachings so people are able to help themselves and in turn, others, is the finest gift you can offer. You...
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The individual has always tried to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself

Friedrich Nietzsche

time to re-evaluate. take inventory and see what can be done. see if this is all i have or maybe get more. i know what i want so where do i go from here.

time will tell...

p.s. *i've seen this movie 3 times now and it STILL kills me*

spanglish....with adam sandler.... it just destroys me...i've been on the verge of crying for an...
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i am tired of "people" who call themselves friends and constantly let you down...

especially when they let you down, by constantly and conveniently forgetting things that you actually find important....

i'm sick to my stomach, and sick of people who say they're my friends.....

i'm seriously sick and i don't give a fuck about any of you.

Certain people need to know when to keep their mouths shut...They do not know who they are fucking with. Not one motherfucker in this world is worth that shit.

Never have I wanted to destroy someone so badly...I wanted my pain reflected back towards them.

The only one that understood is the one that didn't need to see me like that and that person did...
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ok, so here's my weekend

saturday....3 hours of pain
sunday....beach, with alcohol
monday....springs, with alcohol

i've developed a taste for jager....i'm still not sure what to think about that....


this will be my last update for awhile i think....i just realized that the most important things to me, i will never be able to have

AMMEND THAT : tattoo took 4 hours, pics in folder

New, Big, Black, Tat...Saturday....

fuck the nine's








physical pain will make all other pain fade away......