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Just when I think I am capable of letting it out, in the course of discovery, how hurt and pain are the most memorable.
So I have a hard time letting it go.
I am so very, very ordinary.
You see, I am just like you, remember that I am always Michael, the innocent, who will always stay asleep.
Shadows drop over all the good...
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*sigh* how much of an age difference is too much?

what if they are 2/3 of your age....is that creepy?
i don't know and it is really difficult to understand, but it's just so much fun...

i am a dirty old man...

moving right along...

i found a grey hair today and it was both humbling AND exciting. humbling because i realized that i am...
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girltrouble:
I always find your rambling, nonsensical blah entertaining. wink
melinko:
I dont think a difference in age is to much a big deal i agree with girl trouble tho they have to at least be legal

then again everyone in my family seems to date people younger?older then them

and i dont think you ever know whats going on but i believe thats why your interesting:-p
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Things I learned today:

1) Xanex + Aderall + Cocaine = wow
2) Ephedrine crushed into parachutes = wow
3) The only person being able to keep up with me being an 18 year old girl who is just as fucked up as I am.....wow

Yesterday was a good day, lets see how today goes.
kathleen:
well, you may be fucked up but atleast you found someone who you can relate to and who can "keep up with you" hope things continue to go well for you.
melinko:
All i can say is smartass miao!! but we have been over this before :-p
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Ok, so I just wrote a 9 page paper on some shit I don't even care about....

that being said, how did I even get 9 pages of bullshit to magically appear on my CPU?

Wow, I had better get an A. I hate American History.
melinko:
blackeyed you sure arent the only one but hey 9 pages of bullshit is just the half im sure you managed to get in some crap thats true but no one cares;-) hope your days get better
kathleen:
thanks for the compliment. you're such a sweatheart.
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Well, I am really tired today.....

I need someone to keep me warm by snuggling me and maybe a good petting.
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bowie:
Sorry I can't help from so far away wink
Thanks for the comment on my set.
girltrouble:
Actually, I think there are some straight chicks who would disagree, but for the most part YES!
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i want one day, just one perfect, free, cloudy day.
kathleen:
well i hope you get one soon.

i regards to the pet thing....you would be an awefully expensive pet if you're still carrying around your old habbits. but you are awefully cute.
riva:
How are you doing today, sugar booger? biggrin Long time, no speak. I have been insanely busy with work.

Now it's going to be even worse with my manager out of town for about 5 days. ::cries::

Talk to you soon, hopefully!! biggrin I've missed our chats.
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tired, unwilling.....fragile but functioning
kathleen:
thanks for the sweet comment. i hope you feel better soon.
melinko:
frown gotta love those days
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i am so disappointed
girltrouble:
Awwww... why?
kathleen:
i'm sorry............now snap the fuck out of it and go do something that will make things a little more interesting. i don't know: sedate yourself or start some shit or go take a bubble bath..................i hope you feel better soon.
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so another day....this one is seperate from the others...a day of sobriety and boredom

the same people who chastize you about your fixations, the ones who tell you "hey, you need help" or "if you need anything, i will be here for you".....well, i am bored

they were always so happy to be around me before and now i am home alone......with no one to...
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tempest:
Thank you for your comment on my set.. kiss
sorry I took so long to reply. tongue
temper:
Well, I live to entertain!
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well

halloween had come and gone and as usual it took a year or two off my life, but i think that is normal....

being sober and continuing sobreity may be difficult for awhile, today for example: i am tired, hungry, and in need of about a 3 hour cuddle/make-out session, i think i would feel better after that....but maybe not....but i think it would...
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