deaddarkstar

what a great night i had....absolutely awesome, best night i had had in a VERY long time and i look forward to more of those nights, freezing, but smiling....which is much more important....tonight/this morning, i shall sleep well

nothing good to say, if there was, i already told you

it sucks, sucks, sucks
living on a couch, couch, couch
want to have my own place, place, place
and my own room, room, room

going nuts, nuts, nuts
i'm a big loser, loser, loser
27, 7, 7
and no place to go, go, go

sigh, sorry, just needed to get that out.....

moving...need a roomie...need florida to release me....need to disappear....but if i did, everyone would think i was dead....again

sounds interesting. according to people that have known me since high school, i have died at least 3 times already....

Just when I think I am capable of letting it out, in the course of discovery, how hurt and pain are the most memorable.
So I have a hard time letting it go.
I am so very, very ordinary.
You see, I am just like you, remember that I am always Michael, the innocent, who will always stay asleep.
Shadows drop over all the good...
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http://www.myspace.com/26407821

i am a myspace whore....ok, so i am a whore in general, but i am even more so on myspace....i need a life, desperately

bad coke

bad michael, bad bad bad michael

it is rainy and icky....and i hate rain

mmmm, $50 well spent....numbness....it's just too bad it won't last as long as it needs to

limitations are for pussies

i need nicotine, ephedrine, and amphetamines

but being numb is a start

ok, so I downloaded the new HIM album, I paid for it, ITunes rules.....and I am a new HIM fan. I really like it and it is nothing like what I normally listen to, it's fantastic.