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My own Christmas Carol....a few months early


Slashing though the snow
In a one man, one night slay
O'er the kills we go
Laughing all the way
Sirens on cop cars ring
Making spirits cry
What fun it is to stab and sing
A slaying song tonight

Oh, smashing skulls, smashing skulls
Smashing all the way
Oh, what fun it is to hide
In a...
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Because I Don't Want To


Pathetic
What comes now?
I must catch and I'll try to admit
Or I'll sort of break it down

God, I hate this
And I won't stand for this
And I won't forgive you
Because I don't want to

Brainless erections
That lashed out
It only built a skeleton
My mindless affections

Turn back the time
That I have wasted...
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HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


KILLER KLOWNS FROM OUTER SPACE IS ON!!!!!!!!!

**i love this movie**

This is exactly how I feel at this moment....
Current mood: devious
Current thought process: insanity
Current emotion: none.
Current remedy: none.

I feel as if I am on the verge of totally and completely destroying myself and it feels good to be on this edge.
I fear that I have become almost entirely robotic, almsot lucid.
I have absolutely removed all of what I...
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ok, so i've been hanging out with rich girl for about a week now and i totally don't think it's going to work....mostly because my ass is too picky and i have a hard time being ok with ANYTHING...basically i'm wating for it to blow up in my face like things always do...

eh

so, yeah, i'm going to go to work now...

well, i had a 'date' tonight with someone my own age, finally....

it went really well, we went to the beach and drank 2 bottles of wine and just hung out and talked. smart girl, and funny too...kinda rare

i was myself, no acting this time and i had alot of fun. i'll definately have to make time for more.

i'm still kind of surprised...
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ok boys and girls.....

i have a problem....and i'm not quite sure how to word it yet or even how to begin to understand what's going on


let's just say that i'm confused and scared.

this is EASILY the funniest thing EVER

and it makes me smile, so that's important...watch it!

please?

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Internet has returned to me like a cough that never quite goes away and when it does, you don't really notice it's just like "hey, i'm not coughing anymore"

i'm this close *insert tiny space between forefinger and thumb* to just getting rid of everything

.......but i still have work to do

......evil to spread

.....hate and anger to boil over into a huge raging...
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Only people, that's all, only people

off and on and off and on...

craziness

well, i moved....

things are difficult so far, but things always work out....i don't have internet so don't bother trying to contact me yet...i'll let you know

anyways...