deaddarkstar

well...where should i begin? my life is in complete disarray

everything i have loved has left me...i am finally completely empty, i should feel somewhat liberated but i miss being cold at night...as much as i like being alone, i dislike it just as much...there is nothing left.

i am lost, broken, and emotionless. i hope this is all just a bad dream, but i...
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i cant wait...we are going to a bar tonight where all the bartenders wear catholic schoolgirl uniforms....this is extremely risque for gainesville...i hope it turns out favorably...

by the way, is anyone going to the NIN show in orlando on Oct.25th, apparently, no one i know in this godforsaken town is cool enough to go.

almost moved in and waiting on large quantities of alcohol disbursement...*sigh*...i like my new place, low stress and no commitments...if anyone wants to stop by and help me with my decor, let me know

**does a little dance**

i move in to my new apartment tomorrow night!!!! hooray for me...

ive been living with my ex for a month now and i am ready for freedom

i will be decorating in 1930's 40's pin-ups and skulls.....mmmm

so happy!!

ok so how the hell do you upload pictures onto this mother?

got the new tat, it makes me smile and grimace and sigh in that semi-orgasmic way all day long....

i am a happy boy

i am so excited...new tatoo in the works...cant wait

i will post a pic when it is complete, it makes me happy

well, another day another dollar...still waiting on financial aid

i love the girls of this site, all of you...a bit of sunshine through the clouds

ok, new summer semester off and running....only one year left!!!!

i cant wait to get out of this godforsaken town, state, etc.

new apartment is on the horizon with amenities and a decent roommate this go round. never live with a girlfriend or anyone you could possibly become emotionally attatched to.

when you really lose someone you are supposed to feel something for them...aren't you?

long term relationships, when they breakup, get harder the older you get...they are most like divorces i would say.

maybe it is time for a new scene a new venue and new toys to brighten my day

anyone have an idea or five?

you know as much as i hate school, i am actually doing rather well this semester so complaining about getting up at 5am, to feed/take out the piggy and shower and all that nifty goodness, really isn't an option at this point. so i really having nothing too important to rant about or say...wow i am boring

well, there isnt much more to say other than happy 3 day weekend...hopefully i will be in such a drunken stupor by sunday that i can forget bad, bad things.....

and maybe find something interesting to do, but mostly just sit on my ass and play with my bully

well, i return to SG after a 5 month absence, that was not cool

but it is a long harrowing story wrought with excitement and romance, well...more disappointment than romance, but it sounded good eh?

its good to see all of the little beauties again, i have missed your digital faces.