dead_squishy

When this freedom stains my coat
With the winter in my throat
When I'm lost I dig the dirt
When I fall I drive the hearse

And silence is another was of saying what I wanna say
And lying is another way of hoping it will go away
And you were always my mistake

Given time I fix the roof
Given cash I speak the truth

And silence is another way
Of saying what I wanna say
And lying is another way
Of hoping it will go away
And you were always my mistake...

When I'm down I drive the hearse

When this boredom wears me out
Then the sky begins to cloud
Sleeping with my ball and chain
When she cries I take the blame

And pride is just another way
Of trying to live with my mistakes
Denial is a better way
Of getting through another day
And silence is another way
Of saying what I wanna say
And lying is another way
Of hoping it will go away
And you we're always my mistake...

When I'm down I drive the hearse




I bought a new car. It needed a cd player. I cannot install it properly and it is driving me crazy! but i have some music. There is no point without music.

I lost my redhead yesterday. She is gone for a while. No idea how long for. In some ways I am sad, in others I am happy. She was great company but also a real drag cause i did everything. She stayed at home and played on the pc, while i worked, cooked, cleaned and paid for everything. But that is really my fault for not making it any different...

Anyone want to substitute for my redhead for a while?