dead_squishy

Part of the reason for joining sg again was to use the blog here as an outlet. but as you may have seen that hasn't really happened. Mostly cause i think nobody would read it, and part of the reason for writing the blog is to have people read it. By not knowing me other than through here, i hope to get some un biased comments on said blogs.

But realisticly, nobody really wants to hear someone complain about anything...

but ah well.

so. i have a great job.
i have a good place to live.
i have a great family
i have a great bunch of friends

I live a hell of a long way from both friends and family. in short that sucks.

I'm single.
i'm not a hugely social person
i don't like pubs.
i don't drink
i don't like standard club music

This makes things VERY hard to meet people in a town where there is a small local population and a large tourist population. Esp when the town is remote and the two main social places are the pub (boring) and the local night club (shit music, boring).

I am over being single, yet cannot bring myself to approach anyone. to put it simply: I am nice. because i am nice, it is very often mistaken and trying to get into a girls pants by being nice. Why can a prick be just a prick, but some one nice is only nice to get sex? why can't they be nice cause they are nice?

anyways. think that's enough for now.

gunna go watch some ZIM