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it has occured to me yet again that i think to much on stuff. allways thinking always sucks. Especially when you have as much time to yourself as i do. I work alone most of the time, i spend most nights by myslef away from the others in the camp too. So thinking to much happens , well, to much. Much as i would like...
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zombienik_o:
i'm up because i can't sleep and i don't have to start work till late and i'm doing the thinking too much thing too... and i'm sad cos andy is going away for 5 whole weeks and i'm nervous because i put myself out on the line tonight ... right before he leaves so now i'll worry for 5 weeks that he won't want me when he gets back home... *headcase much*???

wake me up in 5 weeks?

how are you anyways?
zombienik_o:
new tatts are exciting! is it a secret? or will you describe it to me??? its now waaaaaay past my bedtime. argh! what are you thinking too much about? i know how easy it is to get 'over' thinking... i feel like sometimes it'd be nice to just turn your brain off and let the world pass you by. anyways it really is my bedtime now... talk soon yeah??? sleep well when you get there. g'nite. zn.xx
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Filthy dirty hardon music that is stuck in my head this week.








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neoncupcake:
Omg that festival looks AMAZING! D: Shame its so expensive and its on while I'm in Amsterdam for some other festivals frown But at least I know those bands are in Europe then so I can hunt them down biggrin
zombienik_o:
*does the dance of love* for the NIN tracks.

and don't worry... i'm not going to cut you! you actually communicate... more than most too! biggrin
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this will rape your mind.



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tonight i feel flat. flat and lifeless, like a flat lifeless thing. no reason. just

fuck it. no motivation to write further.
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zombienik_o:
yeah thats how i get when its the wet season... summer is supposed to be full of tropical storms... only this year it lacked the storms... just rain, rain and more rain... i'd have liked some thunder and lightning.
zombienik_o:
we should have swapped! lol i love a good lightshow! and you sound like you could have used the wet!
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it's amazing what runs through your head when you spend 8hours on a tractor with nothing to really concentrate on... pull a lever, wait ten mins, pull a level, wait ten mins......
it has occured to me that even on s.g i feel like the odd one out. i feel like the odd one out pretty much everywhere i've ever been. and not simply because...
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tireoghain:
I forgot to paste the damn blog from word!
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Dear Mosquitoes,
Please become extinct.
Thanks.
poketroket:
haha!!! aww you poor thing!!!! mozzie repellant doesn't work? Think of it as a compliment at least... your blood tastes nice!! yum yum yum!! tongue
poketroket:
well...only females bite... so you are going well with the ladies!! haha Keep up the good work! tongue
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i am currently sharing a work camp with. This is ok most of the time. Then sometimes alcohol is involved and everyones brains fall out, muscles become imaginarily large as do penis sizes. everything becomes one giant pissing contest, to which since i do not drink, nor talk about fighting or the women i've been with, I am deemed to loose. This is the worst...
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tireoghain:
And people think having brains is a good thing. I'm sure its easier to just plod through life with your dick in one hand and a bottle in the other.

And MY BOOTS! get your ownsmile
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now, how to out this done right?
just when i think thinkgs are sorting themselves out and some sort of order is appearing in my life shit happens. Not literally of course. that would be gross. i went to my bosses place to celebrate chinese new years with his partner, his son, and another taiwanese girl from work. quick chat about time off for me...
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aenn:
You should just comment and not cum on it ;D
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grrrr makes me so mad. one of my friends is getting married soon. his best man is also a good mate of mine. the wife of best man made herself a bridesmaid. Her assumption was that since her hubby was best man, she must be a bridesmaid.... and the bride and groom are way to nice for their own good. so now they have to...
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poketroket:
Thank the stars i have somehow avoided being in a wedding. Fuck i better touch wood!! Good luck Mr!!