dead2theworld

hmm theres been no need for drunken rambling as of late which is weird cuz thats all i purty much do..the new year is upon us and it started with a sense of refreshness. but slowly i feel that happy moment is fleeting and im reverting back to my old anedonic ways..mm some sleep would be purty nice..
as well as an unwavering stand point with life..
dont know if it the lack of sleep or the fact that confusion amongst disarrono over priced beer whiskey or pills that makes me unhinged..but i wonder what id be like without them heh.. ah fuck it..
the smoke has cleared from the new years time to load the guns..and go to work..
not to self stop over thinking and take that damn saftey of the gun..lets have some fuckin fun again.