So my speech therapist says it is usually 2 years before people can think on verbal levels when they first start talking. I feel like... 2 weeks in and I already am broken and 2 years to go seems forever and compared to people who want to try and talk is there any point? She said most people learn to think on verbal levels but we never really communicate on verbal levels. I may always prefer ASL and listen to people talk by... feel their lips or even as average as laying my hands on the stereo speakers. Every noise with me is... how it feels? Never was about how it sounds. People say: Don't say that. That's bad word. I just keep thinking... is there some list of rules someone decided on what the bad words are? If I can say them and I don't mean them bad are they bad? I know how to say them. I think there are no bad words only bad people. Just is frustrating. Everyone wanted this for me and told me it would make me happy. I wish I never paid attention to them.
de47hde4ler:
I think... bad words are words of frustration? I get angry and sign? I use angry signs. I understand... people think it is funny but it is out of frustration. When it comes to verbal levels I mean no harm by asking them but... people get angry that I ask. It's not like I had the words all my life and have used them. Thanks for commenting.