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Yup sensitive..that's me.....sensitive, worrysome, stressed outfill in the black w/ whatever negative adjective you want. It's amazing how something can for a fleeting second strike you as amusing and then you take a second to think about it and you realize..gee what a dick.
Sometimes I disgust myself actually caring about some of the people I care about. It's fairly obvious that some of them...
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Wednesday I got to hang out w/ my boy toy again.It went well I think..A little awkard I guess because neither of us is sure of how to deal w/ this publicly. We went out w/ another friend of ours..so when I saw him I wasnt sure if I was supposed to hug him or kiss him or what..(we hugged), but as the night went...
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Oh my god I'm loosing my mind! I had to go drive to the post office today at work..as I always do..but guess what no keys were to be found.
I tore apart my house trying to find them..but no luck..I guess it was good though cos it got me to do all the cleaning I've been putting off. Finally my lovely roomate Mike came...
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well fuck me gently with a chain saw. Last nite i was completly blindsided. Someone I've been very good friends w/ for years and years and years told me he had feelings for me, and I'll be damned..it turns out I've had feelings for him all along too. and now I feel like I must puke.
As with all my situations this one isn't going...
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wooo...I'm a biker chick! My dad just took me out on a 2 hour harley ride. I hate motercycles..well not really I love riding them but the idea of me being dragged across the ground and my flesh being ripped off is not appealing at all. Everything seems more interesting on the back of a bike though. I think i might go for a day...
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final destination not final fantasy! sigh I need to sleep I can't play a show tonite sigh. bah i didn't want to add another entry..oh well for a more indepth journal entry hit the previous button that's from earlier today

Well lets see, I got my pics done..though damnit I can't seem to get them set through the application page..it says they aren't the right size and dmanit they are as small as they are gonna get. But i had fun shooting them our singer came over last nite and we got drunk and took them. hehe I'm such a goof.
Then we watched final...
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ho hum what a dull weekend. We spent the weekend in the recording studio..and I think we are just about finished! Well almost hopefully the cd will be in our hands by the first week of November if not sooner.
I just wish we could find a bassist then all my worries would be gone for good. but alas te search is never ending. Sniff...
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sigh, what a night

I shouldve known it would e outta whack when my father actually called and invited me to dinner. That is pretty unusual. But we had fun though for once I actually told him how I feel suffocated sometimes and just want to escape and blah blah blah blah..and woosh..right over his head. When I die hell probably just scratch his head...
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Work.

Yea that about sums that up. Dont get me wrong I do enjoy my job, but it is all pretty simple mind numbing work. Plus I am not the boss..which I hate. Even worse is that my father is the boss. But thats ok cos I am getting my new tattoo next week which reaffirms that I am truly the boss of ME!

Hehe...
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