dcdsweetheart

well fuck me gently with a chain saw. Last nite i was completly blindsided. Someone I've been very good friends w/ for years and years and years told me he had feelings for me, and I'll be damned..it turns out I've had feelings for him all along too. and now I feel like I must puke.
As with all my situations this one isn't going to be easy..there are a lot of outside factors that show we need to take this s-l-o-w. Unfortunatly that's a word I don't use too often. Hopefully I don't run away like I normally do..but we've been friends for so long..maybe this could actually work. but then gain I'm also cursed. All I know is that with or w/ out the romance this guy is truly amazing. I can't even put it all into words. I just hope I don't get hurt in this..I hope I don't hurt him. This is why stayed single all these years..b/c now I am thinking about him and smiling and everything is going to get turned topsy turvey. ARghghg

ps- you can check out my "set" in the photoset of plus sized woman group..horrary for the flub!