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ok. i'm a little depressed today. maybe a chemical depression. or just my head. and my eyes. and everything that seems too black. everything frighting.. maybe i just can't be happy as i'd like to. who knows. there are so many things i'd like to do. to have. to be.
but i know i still can laugh and smile with my real smile to people i love.
this evening blonde redhead. maybe. i love their music. and see them live hypnotyze me, someway.



i had a butterfly. and it makes me fly. high