dayglow

My life is turning into a fuckin drama movie and I really am not going to put up with all that mess! I am about to be in a big fuckin horrible sloppy mess, and I need your advice. This is a very long story but I will try to shorten it as best as I can.
1.So I got with C.F. when I was 17, we moved in a year later, and we spent 4 happy years together. But I decided to leave him last summer bec. I felt I needed to spend some time bymeself before getting married. Which totally broke his heart.
2. We've spent the last 8mo or so seeing other people. Then a couple of mo ago I realized he was the person I wanted to be with and told him we should get back together, but he met someone else. An older girl that he was dating for a month, before she had to move back to California. So he tells me he dosn't know what he wants; her or me.
3. So I said fine, take some time to yourself like I did. But I also told him, I was going to live my life as though I was single. Which led me to the new guy A.J. Who I really like, and he is totally digging on me.
4. C.F. called me today and said him and that other girl called it quits bec. neither of them wants to move away from home. So I have to go talk to him tomorow about what we do now. But I really dont know what the fuck to do now. He hurt me so bad, when he said he didnt know if he wanted to be with her or not. (someone he knew for a mo. and who moved to a totally diff state)
5. But now I think im about to do the same thing to him, bec I really really like A.J. He's sweet, he always puts me first, he's great in bed, and he seems like the perfect guy.
HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP