What?
What would you give to be perfectly perfect? To be sane? To be skinny? To be the girl that you have always dreamed of being? What would you give to be the girl that everyone wants you to be? What would you do to make the monsters in your head go away? To make the shit stop? To make everything be perfectly still? To make everything silent? What would you give to be off the medicine? To go one night without worrying about forgetting to take your pills? To be able to have a drink without having to worry about the reaction it will have with your medication? What would you do to get the help that you need?
How much of yourself are you willing to give up for a moment of sanity?
What would you give to be perfectly perfect? To be sane? To be skinny? To be the girl that you have always dreamed of being? What would you give to be the girl that everyone wants you to be? What would you do to make the monsters in your head go away? To make the shit stop? To make everything be perfectly still? To make everything silent? What would you give to be off the medicine? To go one night without worrying about forgetting to take your pills? To be able to have a drink without having to worry about the reaction it will have with your medication? What would you do to get the help that you need?
How much of yourself are you willing to give up for a moment of sanity?
hooeylewis:
I think you are cool the way you are. society has fucked up our perception of what beauty is. i too do not drink due to meds. I have been fighting my own head monsters over the past few years.
dayc:
Its awful.. idk what to do abymore... I jist keep cutting deeper and deeper... I'm scared ill die soon.