daya

I'm, happily, back from an amazing work trip to Hilton Head. I was lucky enough to be a part of the most beautifully perfect beach wedding. Not just for the beautification of the 'maids and bride, but I got to be a guest of the intimate celebration of fansational love! However, dampening my excitement for the nuptuals, was an ex-boyfriend and his peculiar emails. They started Thursday night. Just so you all understand, he and I dated about 15yrs ago. We were madly in love! When he moved across the country during one of our "breaks", i was devastated. We didn't speak for 10 years. Last year, he and I kinda sorta started a little reunion. It was so great, until I discovered he had a LIVE-IN GIRLFRIEND!!! I told him to fuck off right then. Anyway, he started this whole "let's be friends" thing over the weekend, all the while saying that we would have been perfect together...blah blah blah. I shot down his friendship last night, because it's very difficult for me to be friends with him. I just don't see him as a friend. But, this morning, I had a change of heart. Why should we not be friends? I really like talking to him. He's hilarious, and he thinks I'm hilarious, too! We get along so well, because we get each other. So, I proposed a trial friendship. Is that crazy? I, of course, have a few rules to go along with this trial friendship. Rule #1: we don't discuss our love lives with each other. Rule #2: he's not allowed to get sexy with me, AT ALL. Rule #3: I can end this friendship at any time. Hell, I don't know if this will work, but in an attempt to not be angry and rid my life of negativity, I've decided to try it. I mean, how bad could be?