davonshire

Step up to the plate...
odd that a baseball analogy is all that keeps coming to mind. I hate baseball, it takes forever to go nowhere... all of baseball should be reduced to highlight reels and then it is watchable...
Yet Step up to the plate is all that I can think of. I have soooooo much work to do, it is almost blinding. I keep trying to budget it out so that everything can be finished by the dates they are due, but I keep running out of steam. I know I only have to push on through for another month, and a little bit, and then everything will be complete, like it or not... and I know I just have to make it through... but I feel... drained... I have zero energy and the thoughts of even getting out of the house to make it to campus some days are beyond comprehension. Like today, I could easily have gone in and worked from school, but I couldn't bring myself to leave the house. So instead I sit here at home, plugging away half-heartedly, and have all the distractions that working form home can bring. What I really want is sleep. What I really want is some time where a work day ends when it is supposed to, and I don;t have to striuggle through the nighttime too. Ahhh well, some day.... in the not too distant future.... then I will have a whole new barrel full of problems I am sure... would be nice if life could level out for just a little while and I could find a sense of security...