First off I had a good Easter. Second I wanted to talk about the date I went on yesturdasy morning. I met a girl on myspace who was looking for clientel for her hair cut job. she moved into town and started to work at a hair salon last week. She gives an awsome hair cut. Anyway she gives me her personal number and we started to talk to each other. Then I got the courage to ask her out but with each others schedules we only had time to have breakfast together. So we went to this really good breakfast place downtown and I show up a half hour early and am getting major butterflys in my stomach waiting for her. By the way she is Beautiful. When she does show up I am a nervous wreck and my stomach is feeling worse. I nervously think of things to talk about. I could tell that she didn't know what to think about me. I'm sure she could tell I was panicing. So when it was time to go I walked her to her car and said I would come by the shop wednesday for a hair cut becuase I had guard coming up. Then we went on our seperate ways.

I know i'm a shy guy and I've tried all my life to over come this condition. I was never popular and beautiful wemon never gave me the time of day. Cuase I know they want a confident, funny guy. I just need time to warm up to people. I just pray she will give me a chance. I'm lost I don't know what to do next.