davey_phoenix

Finally finished my new portfolio. Or at least finished enough to put out at the shop and add to at my lesure(sp?).






Its fairly big (11x14), and kinda heavy, so im a little worried shitty people will drop it often and crap it up. But oh well.

I want a ciggarette right now. I've been really craving one lately....or a carton. I've just been in a real shitty depressed mood. Everywhere i look its just excueses. People really cant admit that the world still spins even if they close there eyes, can they? I would like to believe there is a better place out there for me. A place where the people i run into on a daily basis, or at least the people i spend my time with understand me a little bit. Perhaps a place where people have long since excepted that they are not the center of the universe.

Im sure i sound bitter. I dont know if i have become so, or if its just a phase. I for one think i was alot more fun when i was less bitter and more furious. Of course, i can have nice things now that im calmer. I really just want to wake up from this slump. I feel like the emo kids my poor Iggy has to deal with all the time. i should just get an 8ball of yay-o and a pack of reds.

Im really not doing that bad though.