davey

someone told me once that when they say that breaking up is hard to do, it seems to imply that something in the relationship must have been easy, and then you wonder if you haven't been breaking up all along.

i don't know. i don't think things are supposed to be easy. if you didn't have to work for it, it wouldn't be worth it, right?

i'm having a hard fucking time right now, and i don't know how to start talking about this. we're all just strangers on a porn site, anyway.

fuck. i need a hug. bad. but even my best friend, probably even my mom would think i'm a horrible person right now. ok, so that's maybe an exaggeration, but they'd certainly be disappointed in me. shit. fuck. shit/