I have been pondering on "things" lately. I moved over 1500 miles to go back to college in a town I hate but then once I get here I find and meet one of my old friends. She is still mind numbingly beautiful and has that crazy energy that you know is just going to last a life time. She knows that I had feelings for her that I never acted on when I was last in the area.
I found her working at the local mall and I started talking to her. She tells me that, she says she has "been a good girl lately", (which translates to her not having a boyfriend now) I tell her that one of the college guys and I are going out and that it would be cool if she wanted to come with. Trying not to make it a date but letting her know that I would like to spend time with her. Well that night she comes out meets up with me and we start talking.
She is telling me all these crazy things that she never would have came out with me because she never had the will power to say no to me in that past. I ask her Now! What do you mean by that? She explains to me that she had a slight crush on me back in the day but she was a good girl and didnt explain further on that topic. She then goes off about one of my ex- girlfriends who I knew she knew but I didnt know they had, WOMANLY CONVERSATIONS about me. My ex told her all about the massages I used to give her and about our sex life. She then goes off saying that she would love to have a massage from me but she knows that it would lead into crazy sex (her words not mine) and that she would never ask for one. Of course I can take a hint when it is beating me over the head with a sledge hammer, OFFER THE WOMAN A MASSAGE YOU FOCKING IDIOT. So I do. She says that would be great tonight because she is coming over and sleeping in my bed. Once again... Not a problem. And this entire time she keeps moving closer to me and by the time we get to the last part of the conversation she is on my lap and her hand on my inner thigh.
It is at this point she gets up and says she need to go talk to some people. I guess some people meant almost everyone in the bar. I didnt think anything of it; I know she knows a lot of people and wait for her to come back. When she gets back it is getting late in the night and we (my buddy and me) wanted to check out one more bar so we asked her to come along. She comes along and we end up running into people neither of us has seen in years. But we got to dance and have a good time. By the end 1230 she wants to go back to the other bar. I say okay, Ill go with you. Her responses, No No You dont have to. 1. I am not letting person walks the stress at 1230, drinking or not NO WAY IN HELL. And 2. I thought she was my ride home then. When we get outside she grabs my hand, pulls me close says it was great seeing me again and then gives me a little kiss. When we got to the other bar she says Thanks. And See you around. Lets go of my hand and runs off into the bar of people.
All I got to say about this whole story is WTF. I really think I have to track down this woman again and have a sober relationship with her.
I found her working at the local mall and I started talking to her. She tells me that, she says she has "been a good girl lately", (which translates to her not having a boyfriend now) I tell her that one of the college guys and I are going out and that it would be cool if she wanted to come with. Trying not to make it a date but letting her know that I would like to spend time with her. Well that night she comes out meets up with me and we start talking.
She is telling me all these crazy things that she never would have came out with me because she never had the will power to say no to me in that past. I ask her Now! What do you mean by that? She explains to me that she had a slight crush on me back in the day but she was a good girl and didnt explain further on that topic. She then goes off about one of my ex- girlfriends who I knew she knew but I didnt know they had, WOMANLY CONVERSATIONS about me. My ex told her all about the massages I used to give her and about our sex life. She then goes off saying that she would love to have a massage from me but she knows that it would lead into crazy sex (her words not mine) and that she would never ask for one. Of course I can take a hint when it is beating me over the head with a sledge hammer, OFFER THE WOMAN A MASSAGE YOU FOCKING IDIOT. So I do. She says that would be great tonight because she is coming over and sleeping in my bed. Once again... Not a problem. And this entire time she keeps moving closer to me and by the time we get to the last part of the conversation she is on my lap and her hand on my inner thigh.
It is at this point she gets up and says she need to go talk to some people. I guess some people meant almost everyone in the bar. I didnt think anything of it; I know she knows a lot of people and wait for her to come back. When she gets back it is getting late in the night and we (my buddy and me) wanted to check out one more bar so we asked her to come along. She comes along and we end up running into people neither of us has seen in years. But we got to dance and have a good time. By the end 1230 she wants to go back to the other bar. I say okay, Ill go with you. Her responses, No No You dont have to. 1. I am not letting person walks the stress at 1230, drinking or not NO WAY IN HELL. And 2. I thought she was my ride home then. When we get outside she grabs my hand, pulls me close says it was great seeing me again and then gives me a little kiss. When we got to the other bar she says Thanks. And See you around. Lets go of my hand and runs off into the bar of people.
All I got to say about this whole story is WTF. I really think I have to track down this woman again and have a sober relationship with her.
and yes, all the "hardcore" boys do know makeup better than me I suppose..