it was a bitter-sweet christmas overall...
I did get to be with my family for Christmas for the first time in 2 years...
but there was that masacre in Honduras, which left me worried for my family...
and then this earthquake/tsunami... my family's friends in nepal were pretty much vacationing as a group in thailand... but apparently one of my sisters' friends' dad was swallowed...
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I did get to be with my family for Christmas for the first time in 2 years...
but there was that masacre in Honduras, which left me worried for my family...
and then this earthquake/tsunami... my family's friends in nepal were pretty much vacationing as a group in thailand... but apparently one of my sisters' friends' dad was swallowed...
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well, being sick durring christmas is pretty shitty... can't eat cuz i feel like 
...
ulg... but yea...
hope your holidays are better...
...
ulg... but yea...
hope your holidays are better...
buzzfunk:
Dude, i feel ya.I think it hit me like 3 days ago. I fuckin hate being sick on christmas...BLA!!
On the upside, more time to play all the games that i usually dont have time for...playing HL2 right now..wooot.
peace
sascha
On the upside, more time to play all the games that i usually dont have time for...playing HL2 right now..wooot.
peace
sascha
oh no...
both my parents are sick...
im starting to feel the tingle in my thoat...
ulg
but other than that, i was relistening to Laturalus and i must say, these lyrics are very eye opening when you listen closely...
Reflection by Tool
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may...
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both my parents are sick...
im starting to feel the tingle in my thoat...
ulg
but other than that, i was relistening to Laturalus and i must say, these lyrics are very eye opening when you listen closely...
Reflection by Tool
I have come curiously close to the end, down
Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole,
Defeated, I concede and
Move closer
I may...
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andromeda:
Don't get sick! 
lillithvain:
I was never really a big tool fan, but those are some fantastic lyrics. They definitely beat anything that I've written so far!
Don't get too sick or you'll look like me... all pale and scrawny with dark circles under you
eyes!
Don't get too sick or you'll look like me... all pale and scrawny with dark circles under you
eyes!
so here i am in wonderful bogota, colombia!
colombia is much different from nepal obviously...
so far its been fun holiday shopping with the family (havent been with them for x-mas and new years since 2001)...
the only bad thing was at the airport in miami...
the reservation was made through delta... wait in line at delta for an hour... they had 3 ppl working...
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colombia is much different from nepal obviously...
so far its been fun holiday shopping with the family (havent been with them for x-mas and new years since 2001)...
the only bad thing was at the airport in miami...
the reservation was made through delta... wait in line at delta for an hour... they had 3 ppl working...
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lillithvain:
Ack!! I hate airlines, almost as much as I hate Florida traffic. Not that I'm driving right now seeing as my car is still a piece of crud...crap..poop...undriveable shit.
I hope you have a wonderful time with your family, and don't forget my coffee!!!
I hope you have a wonderful time with your family, and don't forget my coffee!!!
lucy:
Woww, we were born on the same day!
How cool is that?
How cool is that?
well, I'm off to colombia today at 4... hope to update from there but if not, happy holidays and happy new year!!!
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lumiere:
thx very much dear for commenting my set! if you wanna see some more pics check out my journal...
lillithvain:
Columbia? Hey bring me back some coffee!!!!!
Have a good trip, and happy holidays to you too!
Have a good trip, and happy holidays to you too!
the horrible noise of silence at 356am:
i just awoke from a bizarre dream/nightmare...
it started out kind of normal, actually very pleasent. it was certainly a celebration of a kind with all my loved ones, all my friends, all the people i wish meet, all my heros and all those i admire were attending. celebrating to nothing in particular and i enjoyed it thouroughly....
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i just awoke from a bizarre dream/nightmare...
it started out kind of normal, actually very pleasent. it was certainly a celebration of a kind with all my loved ones, all my friends, all the people i wish meet, all my heros and all those i admire were attending. celebrating to nothing in particular and i enjoyed it thouroughly....
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lillithvain:
I don't think that anyone really feels that they deserve to be as happy as they could be. Maybe that's why no one is happy these days. I mean, come on, Prozac, medicated happiness. Where did this come from. I think that if you are at least aware of the possibility that this may be the case, then you are least less fucked up than most people. Can't fix something until you know it's broken kind of thing. Me, I'm irreversibly fucked up, and happy to understand it. 
Dreams are important.... It's good you remember them.
Thanks for the nice words about the artwork. I'm glad you liked it!
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Dreams are important.... It's good you remember them.
Thanks for the nice words about the artwork. I'm glad you liked it!
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new pictures of me from 2003...
and a new one from '04 in HK...
and a new one from '04 in HK...
daveglss79828:
pics of me
group work sucks... project's suck... school sucks... i need vacation now...
my eyes hurt... ok... shower time...
my eyes hurt... ok... shower time...
I was telling xxxx about one of my more lucid dreams that i had 2 days or so ago...
it started out with me at a school of some sort... for some reason i knew things were bad... i felt very angry and was hitting some unidentifiable "thing"... but i didn't enjoy that feeling... luckly i had my xm radio on and realized it was...
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it started out with me at a school of some sort... for some reason i knew things were bad... i felt very angry and was hitting some unidentifiable "thing"... but i didn't enjoy that feeling... luckly i had my xm radio on and realized it was...
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lillithvain:
Yeah. I wanted to write you something nice and profound, but I'm going to starve to death if I sit here any longer, so.... I give you a rain check.. I do love the rain, and I'll catch you later on.
I love lucid dreaming. I do it all the time.
I love lucid dreaming. I do it all the time.
if i'm trying to be hidden you still see me
if my faith has been turned into fear
if my whole world is crashing it won't matter
i can keep it together if you're here
'cause you are the one who holds me up when i come down
you are the one who i can trust
you are the one who holds me up when...
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if my faith has been turned into fear
if my whole world is crashing it won't matter
i can keep it together if you're here
'cause you are the one who holds me up when i come down
you are the one who i can trust
you are the one who holds me up when...
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lillithvain:
Really love the lyrics/poem. Beautiful.
It sucks that you missed the show. Maybe next time we go on tour in like April or something. The show last night was a huge success!
That's for the great comment. Gave me something to think about.
It sucks that you missed the show. Maybe next time we go on tour in like April or something. The show last night was a huge success!
That's for the great comment. Gave me something to think about.
I'm sorry to hear about all that tragedy! I didn't even know about it until I started reading people's journals today. I have no cable, nothing. Hopefully, everything will be okay in the end. I send you lots of love.