Monday Nov 21, 2005

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Been a strange week. Drunk for most of it, working for the rest. I've eaten one meal a day for the last four days. Feeling exhausted and exasperated, like my patience is running out but I don't know what with. I thought I'd make my life as simple and manageable as possible, but people and events just keep coming along and usurping me as controller of my own destiny. Other than that, its all good.
pixiebelle:
This seems to be the week for strangeness. I fly to Germany tonight but my pup fell ill a couple of days ago. Currently staying overnight at the vets with a drip in him. So, no sleep, panicky about how he is and waking up with nightmares. Too worried to drink as I'll turn into a big weepy girl!
None of us controls our destiny, we just sometimes get to take over the reins for a little while whilst the powers that be make new twists and turns for us face when we're made to let go.

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