dave82

I hate christmas

I hate that it makes people feel lonely
and fight and waste money on presents
that people don't appreciate. I don't celebrate it anymore.

I hope you have a nice visit with your parents.

I feel sad that you feel shitty and alone

I used to hang out with a girl in highschool
who was crazy and threw her mom's christmas tree down the basement stairs. I didn't believe her until I saw it .
There it was, at the bottom of the wooden stairs, on the cement floor, all messsed up
and smashed ornament everywhere.
Her mom was very pissed when she got home
Yup, that was a very intense moment

I hope you feel better soon.

Sorry you are feeling down. Many, many people do this time of year.

On the Happy Holidays vs Merry Christmas thing...
My take is this, say whatever the hell you want to. People who are saying Happy Holidays are actually being considerate and including other religions that celibrate a holiday in December by not just saying Merry Christmas. People need to remember that the US is a melting pot, and there are all types of people here, and other religions need to be respected as well. After all, we do still have freedom of religion in this country. Although it doesn't seem like it most of the time.

I am Buddhist, I only celibrate social holidays.

Take care.

I'm randomly messaging people today, and well i choose you. Glad to hear your weekend was okay, good luck with trying to find energy to go into the new year, the weather here sucks and its hard to stay upbeat, but good luck.
-satansangel

What a rediculous load of crap. If someone has taken a vow of celibacy and devoted their life to a religion, their sexual preference, or what turns them on is irrelevant! That's like saying that if at one time you prefered big tits, or blondes that you will be less of a priest. There is so much prejudice in the church...it saddens me.

It's an oil painting!
Amazing artist Eric White

There are links to some of my favorite artists
in his 'loiter' section.

I'm going to a job interview right now, and I'll
write you when I get back

Xmas trees help to improve my mood during the holidays too!
And the creep you asked about...well he got a formal warning from the officer that came out, so if he comes on the property again he will be arrested for trespassing. Thank goodness he is scared of dogs!!!
Take care!

With regard to your 20 things in your previous entry, I was impressed how much I could relate to. By the way I've been under a rock for the past three months. Hi. Hope things worked out for you the rest of the summer past.

as for #10...the weird thing about psychological disorders is to some extent what you believe can be a cure or just denial. Sometimes it's a cure that slips back into old habits through denial or unawareness.

take care

and it was bizzare being there. heh. thankfully i could talk to kittentaboo. every time i walk by the spot where he laid, i sort of have a flash back.