I finally got up the balls to tell Jenn how I felt tonight. Kinda got shot down depending on how you look at it. I told her I liked her a lot and that I wanted to see more of her (not in a dirty way perverts!). She said she was still dealing with issues from her last relationship and didn't want those issues to cause problems in future relationships. I have to respect that she wouldn't want to screw someone up in the future because she's still dealing with issues. It's just disappointing. So, I guess in the future we may find ourselves together. She didn't rule it out.
Now, a different perspective. On the other hand, she never said she was interested in me. She didn't shoot me down straight, she gave an excuse for not getting into a relationship. Fuck! That means that she could have just been letting me down easy. I know that she's a nice and sincere person so I don't think she'd hurt me, but on the same hand, she would try to let me down easy if she wasn't interested.
So I guess I'm in the same situation I was a day ago. I don't really know how she feels about me. At least she knows that I am interested in a relationship with her and she knows how I feel. That's a plus I guess.
Now, a different perspective. On the other hand, she never said she was interested in me. She didn't shoot me down straight, she gave an excuse for not getting into a relationship. Fuck! That means that she could have just been letting me down easy. I know that she's a nice and sincere person so I don't think she'd hurt me, but on the same hand, she would try to let me down easy if she wasn't interested.
So I guess I'm in the same situation I was a day ago. I don't really know how she feels about me. At least she knows that I am interested in a relationship with her and she knows how I feel. That's a plus I guess.
I know how you feel.
But then, it's better that she's able to say that rather than getting with you then finding that she's got too much to deal with to go on.
My emotions are/were all over the place because of work issues. SG member fjola wrote partly about the situation in her journal, then it escalated after that, and by Wednesday I called her and told her that I quit. Our big boss came down and talked to me for a couple of hours and we resolved everything, so it's all good now. I still havea job, and one of the people stressing me out has been fired (not just because of me, the boss was planning on doing it for ages anyway).