This all sent me into a panic attack tonight. I enjoyed it thoroughly.
My friend sqook who used to be on this same site for years has recently moved to Germany. After living there for a day or two he decides he's lonely; goes online; finds a website with meeting people; meets a group of people; goes out on a few dates with a girl. What the fuck? I move someplace new 9mo ago and have barely had that much social interaction. He goes to another country and does it in under a week. Other than someone describing the chemical inbalances, I will never understand why I was made with extreme social anxiety. It's not something new; I've talked about it before; I remember this shit back in the 2nd grade. When can I say that I am socially well adjusted? When can I say I am happy? When will my time come to live a normal life with normal relationships? -dave
My friend sqook who used to be on this same site for years has recently moved to Germany. After living there for a day or two he decides he's lonely; goes online; finds a website with meeting people; meets a group of people; goes out on a few dates with a girl. What the fuck? I move someplace new 9mo ago and have barely had that much social interaction. He goes to another country and does it in under a week. Other than someone describing the chemical inbalances, I will never understand why I was made with extreme social anxiety. It's not something new; I've talked about it before; I remember this shit back in the 2nd grade. When can I say that I am socially well adjusted? When can I say I am happy? When will my time come to live a normal life with normal relationships? -dave