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dave82

Indiana

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Wednesday Mar 02, 2005

Mar 2, 2005
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Tuesday, March 1 10:09pm
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Alone is the word on the week. I couldn't get a hold of anyone tonight again. I don't want to go to bars. Recently I've been having a hard time determing my self worth in this world. If my only purpose in life is to go to work and make money for other people, what good am I? I don't provide anything to anyone that they couldn't get from someone else. That is evident. So what am I here to do? You tell me what I'm here for and you'll receive a golden pancake. I know that no one really knows why they are here.

Life has never been easy. I will always struggle with the same issues until I die. Hopeless & alone are not good combos.

Monday, February 28th 11:03pm
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I am so absolutely lonely. I come home from work everyday and so the same thing: I pass the time until the next day. There is nothing to look forward to, nothing on my calendar. I am incapable of changing my life for the better. I can make stabs in the dark but nothing is permanant or rewarding.

I'm becoming a burden on my friends. No one really has the time for me anyone. There is only one person in the world who has the time for me. I cling as hard as I can to that but I can't imagine that lasting much longer. It's all too painful.

Sunday, February 27st 11:31pm
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Completely lost with what to do anymore. I don't know what to do. No one knows what to do.

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