dave82

Ah, I again have reached the days where I have nothing to do and I can actually visit SG for a change. In the last month or so I have had zero time to visit the site let alone comment and participate in the community. Maybe now that things are getting back to normal I can find more time to spend here.

I was thinking tonight about the feeling of new love. The kind where you come home after spending time with the person and you just collapse on your bed with a big grin and think about them for hours on end. Haven't experienced that since the summer. Mainly, it's because I haven't met anyone in a dating-type manner since the summer.

I helped a buddy out with a relationship issue two nights ago. He is almost in a relationship with a girl; the interest is there on both sides. I am considered the bitter relationship guy in my group of close friends. The crown has been taken over from Ryan, our bitter-prone gay friend. He came to be because he thought I would have a different perspective on it then everyone else. And I did.

I'm so sick of where I am that I want to move away. In three months when I graduate I will do so. Unfortunately, I will be moving and living alone. I want to move in with a friend somewhere when they get a job but I know that would be incredibly needing of me. I should be able to move somewhere by myself but I don't know if I will be able to do it. I went to college not really knowing anyone and I made it. Fuck. This whole experience is going to be so fucking depressing for me. I might as well go ahead and book a therapist again in my new location to deal with this shit.

Double fuck! and goodnight. -Dave