daughterhermes

I miss my best friend so much. She's in a whole other country right now, and I won't see her for at least four or five months. Then we have three months holidaying together before we move to different continents.

It's only been a couple of weeks since she's left, but already I feel like I'm forgetting things about us.
I can't remember a lot of things like, our favourite daggy songs at a particular time or things we would do to waste time. Time's just gone by way too quickly for my liking. Flavour-of-the-month jokes blend into one another and I can't remember things she's told me. I feel like a bad friend.

At the same time I'm imagining seeing her again, and making up false memories I'd like to believe. *sigh*
I just want to be overseas and not worry about the same things I do right now. I want to live the dream. I figure if I'm away from it all I'll be much happier. Part of me wants to miss home, so I can really appreciate what I have here. But I'm too desperate to escape.

I leave Australia May 28th. I can't wait.