datsun

Biopsy results came in yesterday. There doesn't seem to be anything we can do for Grandma except make her comfortable. The oncologist said to expect it to be rapid. I'm scared, and I hate this. I feel like I don't know how to be helpful or useful or supportive of my family. I just keep visiting & hanging around.

Also, my best friend's bridal shower & bachelorette party are this weekend. Since I'm her maid of honor, I am hosting. I don't feel like partying, and I don't know how to tell people to back off without sounding like a total bitch.

*sigh*