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hawthorne, nj

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Friday May 07, 2004

May 7, 2004
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My family sucks.
I'm on their shit lists for being "selfish," because I never offered to help, so they say. Yeah, I did. I'm sorry I have 17 credits and 30 hours a week. I'm also sorry that I take some time for myself to keep sanity.
I will admit it was a mistake not to call my mom, but I forgot about it only because my sister told me she was fine and would be out in a few days. When you know someone who's in and out of the hospital time and time again, it starts to not get to be such a huge deal. So yeah, I'm sorry for that.

My mom rules at guilt trips. Sucks for me.

Makes me really want to move out. And I have to go to a family party tomorrow and CHURCH (UGH) for my goddaughter's first communion. Bless her little heart, but I don't feel like seeing the rest of my family, not if they're gonna shit talk me and such. I can't help it if they're easily embarrassed and if I'm so different from the rest of them.

Whew. Glad to get that off my chest.

My fifty page paper is done and handed in. Three more big papers due and that's it...and a final that's easy. In celebration...I'm going to go to work tonight. frown
....and after I'm getting really stoned with my baby.

PS I'm white, live in a suburb and am not in a fraternity nor have a genius IQ....therefore no scholarship money for me.
nyghtwish:
FIFTY PAGES?!?!?! blackeyed Good job for you and good luck with the next few things. It will feel so good when it's all over...

I can sympathize with the family situation. Not so much from my immediate family but the extended family can be a bitch. It's just one of those unfortunate obligations.
May 7, 2004

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