Sitting thinking what is next for me. Its been so long since I've traveled somewhere exotic and did something reckless. The year maybe 2 I have been focused on working and getting my shit together. Losing people you love and admire have a way of making think deeply about the bigger picture and what the world holds for you. The funny thing about that is, if you let it it will hold you down too. Its nice to reflect and look within but you also have to poke your head up to see the sun and smell the seasons. If you don't by the time you do too many season would have past and you wonder where you life went.
I was totally heading down that part but thanks to family I realize in time to see that even though I have lost I also have gain, with that I will carry on. To the friends who've blessed with so many memories but are no longer here to make more...I remember. I remember the smiles, the laughter, the jokes, the late night shenanigans lol, the trips, the people, the love, the heart, the tears, the speeches, the lectures, the soul. I remember and miss it all. To you I say I will carry on, making new memories, adventures, shenanigans, friends and spreading the love of fun and live. I miss you but i don't st the same time cause even though you are gone you're still with me in spirit and my heart.
LIVE, LOVE, LAUGH, BE YOU
