dasha

i've been pondering(only because it's creepier than wondering) on what i could say that could cause the same feeling i get when warm little sparkling sun rays cast themselves upon me as i awake from a night's slumber.

When friends have good news, when you hear that song that builds up inside you, and when you realize in that exact moment (despite wealth) you are exactly where you want to be.

what is it that i want? i want to be content; neither happy nor sad, i do not want all the answers, just the syntax to change moods and motivate feelings.

i would like to be able to jam a q-tip into my ear and not cause it damage because it feels good...







p.s; if anybody chats with member *spoiled* please tell her i miss her a bit and i can't seem to find her.