Everytime I try to write on of these things my mind goes blank. Ive got to get out of this rut. The job search has been a disater but I have a feeling thats about to change. But on some more postive news and by my own doing. In the last 4 months ive lost over 45 pounds. I havent been this small since 2000. Down from a size 42 waist into 34s and still looks like I could get down to a 30. I cant go out and buy new clothes because they would be too big in 3 months. Boy, what i problem I have huh. And much to my dismay it now appears that there is a photography studio on every stinking corner now. Oh well I like doing portraits but not for the devalued market, my photography just needs to stay a hobby. Fuck it im going to med school. Enough ranting and choppy sentences. Yall, have a nice day ya here.