ah well be more active on the site!

i am still going to try to see him, but there is just so much going on, work, my car being a piece of shit, idk.. all of it sounds like excuses i guess. part of me wants to go and the other part of me is wanting to wait until the funeral to get off of work. i honestly hate hospitals.... being in them for as long as i have has really made me never want to set foot in one. i guess i'm just chicken shit in the end.

if i bought one of those blow-up things, would you personally come over to my place and kick my ass?

seriously, would you? it's a damn good excuse to see you....

ha! you are online!

*pokes, runs, hides...*

aw thanks

well no it does not make you a bad person. because if it does then i'm going to hell, because i laugh at this kitten 24/7. but then i feel bad about it.

You ARE alive!!!! I am SOOOO happy now!

I'm with the sweet pea above me...what the hell happened to you??? We miss you!! Come back to Kansas dorothy!! And bring your cute little.....dog???

well i actually had to take it out, my Mommy guilt tripped me into it because it's my brother's graduation party this weekend, and my mom never asks me to do anything so I took it out for her. she's lucky i love her! I miss talking to you, I am dying without my internet!!

ya how is that new outdoor job going BTW??? Have you baked your noodle yet??

It was mine.. Blame me.. I have big shoulders!

awwww I have SO been there!! I often wonder what the hell I was THINKING when I decided to do something....I dont usually "think" about anything...I use my damn heart and wonder what I am "feeling". No wonder I am always confused. I AM a pisces...
Feel better...it will go away soon. Promise.

i know that feeling all too well.i/m at that same point myself.

but i hope you find what you/re looking for mr, or that it finds you

xo.