So I haven’t thought about this place in a loooooong time. Then one day I’m scrolling through instagram and there’s an ad for a place selling “vintage” t shirts and lo and behold one of the shirts in the ad was a Suicide Girls shirt. I thought, wow. That’s a place I haven’t been to in a while. I saw the site still existed and wondered if my profile was still there even if I hadn’t been a member in 16 years or so. Quick google search and come to find out it sure is! So after a little help from the site support email, I signed up for a month. Logging in and reading my thoughts from that long ago was a trip. Going through my messages with other members I used to be friends with was fun. I tried to see if anyone was still active that I used to talk to, but couldn’t tell. And it got me thinking. It made me think about how different the world is now compared to 15 years ago. It made we wonder how those people are. Is everyone ok? Is everyone doing well? Maybe some could use a friend right about now. It made me think about how much I’VE changed as person in that amount of time. And it made me grateful that I had this place back then in the first place. I remember going through a really tough breakup having split after almost 10 years. I felt lonely. I felt I had no real friends anymore. It was nice to have a community to come to. To talk to. To heal with. I just hope every one of those people who helped me are thriving and living their best life. They deserve it. We all do.

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