Today I had a bad day.
I've come to a rut in my existence that I can't seem to break out of. The sky is falling around me and though I know I should feel sad my endearment for the world I exist in keeps me wondering why. I am an active participant in the greatest mystery anyone could ever know yet I'm bored.
Despite that it's come to my attention that my body may be failing me.
I've had a pain in my side for quite some time now and after a long overdue CT scan the doctors found some thickening in the wall of an intestine. I'm going in for a colonoscopy in a few days which will give me a definite answer to the pains that have ailed me.
I feel like I'm in a state of limbo.
With the possibility that black robes could be ebbing at my waking state I now wonder...
How did I ever allow myself to become so complacent?
