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darquan223

Where I live? MN. Where I was born? Oxford, England

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You're only coming through in waves

Oct 21, 2015
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Not long ago it was my birthday and I hit thirty five years old. Its a strange feeling and it causes me to look around me to see what I've accomplished in those years. I don't really value money so long as I have enough to live so I'm feeling pretty good about that aspect of my life. The one part I'd like to change though is my recent social habits. I don't really know why but I feel like I sort of stepped back from the world for a while and stopped doing things productive with my time.

So my goal to work towards is two fold I guess: do things that are creative in my spare time, and try to be more social (the second one really makes me cringe).

Is this what normal people do to maintain their sanity? I guess I'll never know. lol

Anyhow here's my latest Let's Play as proof that I'm at least trying one of these things today. heh. It's the first Youtube video I've done that I actually made a custom thumbnail for. It felt good to use Photoshop again.:)

Last but not least my novel, Stone Dead, is still coming along as well. Slowly but surely.

alienne:
Happy belated, honey ❤ I'm the same way, sometimes I get so caught up in life that I tend to let my social life fall to the wayside. You can always chat it up with me! Good luck on the novel!
Nov 13, 2015

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