I will be moving soon, though to a familiar city so it won't be that bad. This will be my official restart of my own life since my last breakup though and I feel like I've aged decades since then. It's hard to believe that it's only been a year and also that it's taken me this long to recover. Had it not been for my awesome family and friends I don't know how I would have gotten through.
I won't have internet for a while after the move but I will still have my phone. The ironic thing is that event though I haven't blogged in a while and don't really have any premeditated plans to I know I will miss it. That's why I'm blogging now, with what I feel are the most valuable lessons I've learned this last year. I will end with the most positive revelation.
1. This world is a seemingly contrived mess with no certain outcome. I feel like society could have turned out a number of different ways (some fictional works do a good job illustrating this point) but at the end of the day the world we all exist in is what it is. Even if you wanted to change it I believe there are forces beyond our comprehension at work.
2. There is no spoon
3. Finally, my last and most positive revelation.
A few months ago I would have told you that it was the moment I realized that in addition their physical form that all women have something about them that makes them truly beautiful to the world. After much contemplation I realized that it isn't just women, it's everyone.
We are all unique and it's only through social media that we are lead to believe that is a bad thing. There is this pervading idea of being normal that I am almost 100% sure doesn't exist that we all try to adhere to and I wonder why.
I don't think many people are born bad, the world just twists us in unforeseen ways. It doesn't help when everyone else around you tells you that everything you do is wrong. I'm just glad I exist in a age where humanity can communicate in a way we often take for granted. Just seeing the scale of the world and it's problems really puts things into perspective.