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darquan223

Where I live? MN. Where I was born? Oxford, England

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Why here, why now?

May 27, 2014
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I feel like now more than ever I have snapped beyond belief. I can hold myself together in the general public but beyond prying eyes and corporate control I exist as a being most only get glimpses of. Is this how humanity now exists? I've often though that this being we think of a "god" is really just our echo spreading across the globe.

You ever hear that if you are nice to someone they will tell maybe one person about the experience but if you are mean to them they will tell everyone they know? While I think this statement is exaggerated greatly I do believe that any action we commit against others ultimately comes back to us somehow.

My proof is physics:

Negative energy always leads to negative outcomes because those are the parameters of the experiment. In other words anger and aggression only lead to more being that they are expected outcomes of negative behavior.

You can imagine the parallel I would imply with positivity.

*on a side note I'm not sure if these two points connect but I'm on a roll here with a train of thought that somehow makes sense to me now.*

The real question is "why now?"

Do you really think that people didn't know Bill Clinton was having an affair before he challenged the gas prices in America?

I've long accepted that the American government (and possibly the world) is under the control of people with money. Even if it's not the Illuminati like some people think we've vastly realized our American politicians take bribes to influence their votes towards less than savory issues. We can't do much about it either because most people have accepted this state of being as life.

My only comfort regarding this state is knowing that energy always finds a home, usually where it started, and that people will long remember the things their leaders have done as well as why.

baalseraph:
It's nearly the same here in Germany, and I'm quite sure that things are equal all around the world. I'm always hoping that people really will remember the things their leaders have done, but during the past ten to twenty years my fellow german compatriots showed that their memory seems to be very selective. They voted for Angela Merkel to be our Federal Chancellor three times now which is proof that the masses tend to forget quite fast...
May 28, 2014
darquan223:
@baalseraph Yeah we had president Bush  (W) elected two times despite the fact that he was obviously an idiot. Now we got Obama who couldn't be more of an obvious puppet. Still though I see things changing in this country so something gotta be making a difference somewhere.
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