Do you have reocuring dreams? If so, I'd would like to hear one.
I have several. A few good. And very many bad.
Last night/this morning, I had my favorite. One I hadn't had in 10 years. I call it "My Happily Ever After Dream".
It's starts with me fighting in some kind of war. It ends and next think I know, I'm closing some kind of business deal but I'm more happy with what I did other than any thoughts of profit. I have a sense that money isn't important. I exit the office building and find my wife and child waiting for me, I'm more happy to see them than I was about what happend in the meeting. We greet each other, though the kid is knocked out sleeping peaceful in it's stroler. We go to my favorite Itallian restaurant and while there my wife tells me one of my youngest sister called to let us know she just completed some great and important work and won, something like, The Nobel Prize. I'm happy and proud cause now I and my family have everything we ever wanted.
Then I wake up.
See, The Happily Ever After Dream. I used to have it like once a year for like 10 years, then it just stopped. I'd even forgotten all about it. I told my doc about it 4 years ago and that I hadn't had it in years. So having now made me feel great!
Well, that was until I was at work and my sister called having an anxiety attack and bad thoughts. I left work early and met her and my family at the hospital. She ok now and is back home. She's gonna start counselling and maybe meds for her anxiety attacks, which I found out today, she's been having for some time. I guess, in a way, it was a good thing. She can now deal with things she's been holding in an hiding from. Same thing happened to me, only worse. We also talked a bit and she knows she says she knew to call me cause I was the only person who would understand. I think this may be the begining of a turn for the positive with her.
OK, let's get silly again.
I make these in my silly time. Note; It says "Darqkloud" in the bottem right corner.
I didn't make this last one, but
Care to see more, let me know.
Hope eveyone is good. I'll have to read back blogs tomorrow. It's been a long, but oddly good, day.
pixar movies are the best.