My Granny past away on November 6th.
We laid her to rest on the 11th.
I fought back my selfish tears for as long as I could. I lost the one member of my family who didn't care that I was skinny and ackward as a teen. She didn't care that I couldn't play any sports. She never maid me feel insecure. I lived with her when I couldn't live with my mother. I lost the one person that made me feel important. With her gone, I feel lost, alone and useless.
I also get really depressed during the winter. But my family has has been more supportive of each other lately which makes me feel a bit better.
I'm keeping my head up with I smile on but soon the Blues will come.
Sorry for another gloomy post but this is the only place I can say such things. I not always strong enough to say them out loud.
Hope all of who are having a better time of things,
I'm going to take a nap. My dreams have been really fun lately for some reason.
Go figure.
We laid her to rest on the 11th.
I fought back my selfish tears for as long as I could. I lost the one member of my family who didn't care that I was skinny and ackward as a teen. She didn't care that I couldn't play any sports. She never maid me feel insecure. I lived with her when I couldn't live with my mother. I lost the one person that made me feel important. With her gone, I feel lost, alone and useless.
I also get really depressed during the winter. But my family has has been more supportive of each other lately which makes me feel a bit better.
I'm keeping my head up with I smile on but soon the Blues will come.
Sorry for another gloomy post but this is the only place I can say such things. I not always strong enough to say them out loud.
Hope all of who are having a better time of things,
I'm going to take a nap. My dreams have been really fun lately for some reason.
Go figure.
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trestria:
If you expect the blues, they WILL come. If you hate the cold, go to a gym with a sauna or steam room every once in a while. That'll make you forget the cold really quick. It works for me.
lumenagerie:
